Day one of my 90 day transformation. Nothing like a clean slate, laying all your cards on the table, coming clean, baring all and any other cliches you’d like to use. Reality is I’m fat. This is why.
In 90 days I plan to change multiple elements of my life including physically, emotionally and financially.
I am simply a woman with NOTHING to lose doing ANYTHING she can to effect a GREAT change in her life.
Here I go…………..
Wooooohoooooooooooooooo and stay tuned!
Anyone else wanna make a change? Then come with!!!!
Hi Ajay, You are so brave posting all this! I can relate to 99% of what you have said!! I am making a change too!!! I will be with you every step of the way!! Sarah xx
Dear Ajey, you are beautiful and you are strong. You deserve to be happy regardless the dress size. Finish this challenge because you know you can do it and stay true to yourself as you alweys do. I wish I had an oportunity to talk to you in person. Believe in yourself. You will get there. NEVER GIVE UP
Jelena N.S.
Sydney, Australia
Hi Ajay, I am in the exact same position as you at the moment and truly understand how you are feeling. Obviously I am fortunate not to have to suffer this as a public figure, but within my own life I feel embarassed and ashamed because my excess weight is there for all to see and no matter how much I lie to myself I know I am fooling no one . I wish you every success in the next 90 days (and beyond) and just wanted to share so you know you are not alone. Take care, Heather (UK)
hi ajay…. ive just watched your dirty little secret video…and it has brought me to tears…. i so just want to come over there and hug you…i can so relate to you ajay in more ways than you know… i have struggled with my weight my entire life… tried everything would lose 20 put back on 30 ….you name it my weight since i got married has been nothing but a rollercoaster…..in the last 2 years i have gone from 105 kilos ,,down to 65,,,with the help of the BLC 12wbt….. i even had 5 minutes of fame..lol when thats life magazine done a story on me… once i hit goal i went out on my own…determined that i would maintain this for the rest of my life…. and i have done so ..up until now…. because like yourself i have a dirty little secret…. i too struggle with emotional eating… and at times i seriously cant cope with the constant mind games i play with myself… i eat for no reason… sometimes i dont even know im doing it….. i have recently regained some weight…. and with the gain came a whole new set of isssues…everyone would be judging me everyone will know im no longer in control…..this week im back in control….but i struggle with self dought sooo much that i keep failing ……i have followed your story for as long as i can remember ajay and the thing that i most admire and respect about you is that you are sooo real….you are not afraid to put yourself out there… and that in itself is amazing it must be incredibly hard being in the public eye…. the terrible thing about society is that forever we will be judged on our size… even more so when we try to change and have success and failure with it…. the one thing i can say ajay is that life is what we make it …. and its way too short…. and i am soo proud of you that your are taking back control….you have a son that adores you and your living in beverly hills… some people here in oz have never left there neighbourhood…lol so that in itself is a blessing…. please know you are not alone ajay and even though we have never met… i am here for you in any way i can… because i too understand exactly where your at xxxx big hugs to you from one aussie to another xxxx
You talk to so many people who feel the same way…. May all your dreams and wishes come true for you and your son..xxx Bless you…xxx Jen from sydney oz
Good luck AJay. I saw the magazine (I won’t promote it by naming it). I had never heard of you before, but I did find your page because their meanness made me concerned for you. I’m cheering for you. It’s not about the size (don’t tell the guy’s), it’s about the health. Add raw vegetables into the mix, the enzymes in raw veggies help to break down your food. Don’t trust the gluten in your food, scientist have changed the structure of the protein to make the crops stronger, many people can’t digest it properly. Your beautiful at the weight you are, but if your not healthy, I wish you so much luck in getting to that place. By the way, look at Kathy Irelands picture in that magazine, the photo shop effort shows in the bikini string (my daughter pointed it out to me), it stops and restarts. Even if you were thin, that dirty magazine would have Photo shopped the picture to make you look otherwise. Theres no winning with people like that. Keep laughing and enjoying your life, they will hate that.