There are rumours abuzz that Rhianna is back with Chris Brown. Hmmmm. Not making her decision easy is some extreme pressure for her to not give this guy the time of day (ever again) because of the message it sends to others. Double hmmmmm.
This is a subject I can speak of with a certain level of experience. I too loved a man like Chris Brown, a man who had “anger management” issues, a man who “accidentally” injured me way too many times (once is too many), and a man I love and miss to this day.
For people who have never been in this situation you cannot judge! You also can’t understand that the person behind the blows could be anything other than a monster but they are. The man I loved was witty, funny, articulate, intelligent, well read and whom I believed was my soul mate. A part of me aches for him every day. I miss the ninety percent that was pure bliss. I do not miss the ten percent that was pure heartbreaking soul destroying hell.
But when I kissed him goodbye, he thought I was just sending him off to work, completely unaware that I was about to run away forever and get police protection in doing so, I vowed to myself and for my son that I would never ever go back, and I haven’t but it has been NO walk in the park in doing that.…